I started an IG awhile back. Originally, to follow one friend who had left FB because FB is basically your sophomore year in high school. Plus politics. Eventually, I started following people who were striving to lose weight and get fit. Like me, I thought. Initially, it was inspiring and motivating. And then R needed … Continue reading I’m not normal…
Combat Wounded
To the folks who #dontgetit
To the people behind R and I in the line at the Grab N Go, I’m sorry. I’m sorry that I was frantically trying to juggle two salad containers, two burger containers, two fruit cups, two drinks and four salad dressing cups. I’m sorry that my husband did not see you (he has one eye) … Continue reading To the folks who #dontgetit
Trying to get fit and stay sane…
I've been working out for about a year. I have three levels of torn discs and effed up feet from birth defects and being fat. I've lost thirty pounds in the last year by using a recumbent stepper. Today, I thought I'd mix it up. I'm a little less heavy and a lot stronger so … Continue reading Trying to get fit and stay sane…
I’m so stinking tired…
You know that soul sucking tired that makes you want to give up? The kind that sleep doesn't help? Yeah, that's my problem right now. And I'm angry. So. Fucking. Angry. And I'm not sure how to not be angry. Do I get to be angry for awhile? Will the anger fade away over time? … Continue reading I’m so stinking tired…
Beginnings
I wasn't looking for a husband. Heck, I wasn't even looking for a boyfriend. I was looking for myself. If I was good at anything, it was good at bad relationships. So I was getting to know and like myself - knowing that this was the way to potentially have a healthy relationship in the … Continue reading Beginnings
He Asks Me Why I Stay... Tales of an *After* Wife 